Drained out

I really want to draw something or work on translating my AA fanbook... but somehow all my energies are drained out and no passion to do anything productive... Maybe my work stresses me out recently or just being too busy and tired. I want to be more skilled artist so I impose myself to draw something everyday, but it's not easy (I knew it though)

I barely made a Valentine's Day doodle but that's it... I signed up for SkillShare recently and have kept watching watercolor lesson videos... so have been making some inputs at least. Maybe it's time to do some outputs. Even I feel reluctant, once I start to draw, eventually I may regain the energy (hopefully.) There's a long "I want to draw this" list (and the bingo!) but why it's so hard to make a little move for it *cry*